26 April 2012

Graduation, quickly approaches


With just 10 days left until graduation, the countdown has officially begun! As the numbers slowly descend to the single digits I can’t help but feel the reality of the coming 12 months—and really the rest of my life—begin to set in. 

I have been racing to graduation since before I even submitted my first college application. For years I have been racing ahead, with my eye on the next goal, the finish line of the next race in sight before I crossed the previous one. Now, having just left my last class as an undergrad, it is funny how quickly the end has come, and it is quite sad that I didn't realize until now just how much I am going to leave in the Midwest when I head home next Sunday.

College on the whole has been a very different experience than I initially anticipated. I assumed that college would be much like high school (and it was) but there was so much more that I learned and experienced in these last 3 years than I ever imagined that I would. I have met some truly amazing and inspiring people, been involved in some fantastic things, gotten to experience and see so much, as well as open my eyes to so many different ideas and ways of life.

For years people have been telling me "enjoy this time, these are the best days of your life" but I never gave those words much thought. I have always been one to focus. I know how to plan and I know how to get things done. But it has taken 3 years in the Midwest for me to finally learn how to relax and to realize that it’s okay to fail, to be late, to mess up, or to make a fool of myself because how much fun can you really have otherwise? And if your not having fun, what’s the point?

Fun is the theme of this, next, and last week, as well as hopefully all of those following. Though it pains me a bit, I have to admit, the Midwest with its pop and hard "a" may have converted this NY girl, if not only temporarily. 

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